They were sitting on a bench overlooking the water, the city’s bright lights and impressive skyline reflected on the ever-moving surface. It was cold, and they both felt it, yet by unspoken decision they moved no closer to each other.
Finally, the silence became unbearable and he had to speak, if only to remind himself that he still could.
“Are you really sure it will work this time?”
His companion glanced at him, then went back to staring at the water. “I am.”
“How?” The word was out of his mouth before he had the chance to stop it. He sounded disbelieving and he felt horrible for it.
To his surprise, he caught a small smile flit across his brother’s face. “Because I don’t believe it will.”
He looked at him in confusion, wondering if this time, his brother really had lost his mind entirely. He could tell that he was trying to find the right words, so remained quiet.
“Before, I would work on my projects fully convinced that I would succeed. That this would be it and I would never have to worry again. I was tireless, exhilarated. I had complete faith. And every time, I would be proved wrong. This time, though, while all other emotions remain the same, I no longer have that conviction. And that is how I know it will work.” At last he turned to face him, the small smile back on his face. “I know it’s a strange idea. But it makes sense, somehow.”
He smiled back, understanding, and they both returned to staring at the ripples running across the city.